There were years when Paris Hilton’s name was associated only with scandals of the yellowest kind. From drug scandals, to sex tapes and revealing photos. But it seems that lately something has calmed down in her, and she is working very hard on restoring the image of the bad girl. Two years ago she married her partner Carter Raum and a month ago they gave birth to their first son through a surrogate. Now, in an interview she gave to the fashion magazine GLAMOR, she reveals some very difficult experiences she went through in her youth.
The first affair that Paris talks about, is a rape she suffered at the age of 15 by a man older than her. “I remember it, I have a picture in my head of him above me, covering my mouth and whispering in my ear ‘You’re dreaming, you’re dreaming’.” Paris shares the details of the difficult case, and explains that she and her friends at the time, met a group of older men, who invited them to sit with them in their house. She drank a few sips of wine and began to feel dizzy. “I don’t know what he named me, I guess it was Sam Ones.” The magazine describes it as Paris’s first “sexual experience” which, she says, made her ashamed of herself.
But this was not the only case in which Paris was taken advantage of as a child by a man older than her. Her teacher, as she says, also had a serious boundary problem. “He would call me all the time and just flirt with me. He tried to get it into my head that I was a grown woman.” One evening, the teacher maneuvered her into his car and simply kissed her. The only thing that stopped him, she says, was her parents’ car that approached them. “We just kissed, but if my parents hadn’t come, imagine what else he would have tried to do?”
As soon as the teacher caught sight of Paris’s parents, he began to accelerate the car and run away, while she was in the car with him. He ran away with her through the streets of Bale Air at a speed of 100 km/h, until at one red light he managed to elude her parents. Finally, she says, he dropped her off at her house, but she was too ashamed to talk about what happened. “Until today, I haven’t talked about it with my family, I haven’t told anyone. I don’t know what it was but I just felt so ashamed of the whole situation.”
Paris today is already in a different place. She is married, a successful DJ and entrepreneur, and just yesterday announced to the world the name of her first child – Phoenix Baron Hilton Room. It is true that she did not conceive her son on her own, but with the help of a surrogate. But it turns out according to the interview, that she was pregnant at the age of 20 and decided to have an abortion. “It was also a topic I didn’t want to talk about, because there was so much shame around it. I was a child and I wasn’t ready for it.” Paris kept the abortion a secret for many years, until the abortion law came up in the USA and she decided it was too important an issue for her to keep quiet.
The decision to have a child through surrogacy came, among other things, from Hilton’s fears and anxieties about pregnancy and death. She says that she just couldn’t see herself getting pregnant. “I fell into a room where another woman gave birth, and it just traumatized me. Birth and death are the two things that scare me more than anything in the world.”
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